What I have noticed

About seattle women...lol I could not figure out why I could not find a girl to date. I was going about it all wrong..lol You see I have noticed that seattle women only date guys who dont have jobs, do not have cars and live with thier parents, and absolutly dont keep in shape...so my news year resolution is to Get fired, wreck my car, find someones parents to move in with and eat McDonalds 3 times a day......lol (Ok I am only joking but this is kinda sad but funny about seattle, but i love it)

Through All adversity

They said I would fail, that I would not make it coming out here. But Little did they know, I overcame all adversity!! Cougar mountian trail..I am coming for you this weekend!!

From another light

I was talking with a old gal friend about stuff and she kinda helped me to see things from a different perspective. She said that I am that guy that the girls are looking for after they have dated all those typical guys. And it made me think, everyone I ever dated, not that its been to many or anything, have all said later on that they never forgot how well i treated them, that put a smile on my face!

Playing it Safe

Ok so i was little disappionted that the run tommorrow was cancelled, but after searching craigslist for running partners/hiking/camping buddies i came accross an article where someone else was going through what i was going through..people here in seattle tend to stay inside way to much in the winter and dont want to do anything, thats very hard for someone like me who likes to see and do everything, i have to much life and energy in me to stay inside and do nothing. so i am going to a pick up soccer game on beacon hill tommorrow. yipeee so it looks like i might have just found a few people to go camping hiking with this summer, i am glad i read craiglist, cause when it comes down to it i need to go buy the right equipment for doing such crazy things, i guess i always chose to do things the dangerous way when it comes to outdoors stuff, pushing the limits till i can go anymore, but it times to get a little wiser and be a little safer. Damn REI your going to love my wallet....lol

Cold

Yesterday was pretty fun..i think..heck i don't even remember..i know i worked and i came home..oh yeah..i ran lake Washington again, they are starting to think i am getting crazier everyday running in my little shorts. i went to check out running pants, but my gosh they are like $100 bucks.....thats a new pair of running shoes...lol I am kinda stocking up on carbs today, hopfully the running club is running tommorrow, if not i will find some random mountian trail to climb/run...lol As for today I am dressed and ready to go..but where i have no clue, so just threw in the movie serendipity and starting cooking some fish...lol :D Maybe coffee and a book store will do me some good this evening!

Gentle hands

The snow gently hitting my face as run around lake washington. I am in awe as I look accross the water and see a city perfectly covered in white. I stop to take a breath and I start to think about life and its meaning. I am realizing some of us are made to share our lives with others and some of us are here to show them how to. This christmas i spent alone again i wasnt sure wether to be sad or not, i think I was just numb. I guess watching all the couples snuggled up together kinda hit me a little hard. I think right now i am just a little hurt inside that i meet such awesome people, and the second i mention anything about being interested in them they run, i just dont get it. So I came back home after going to the movies and packed a bag and decided to stay at the renaissance hotel just to get that feeling that i was on vacation. I think this weekend i am going to look up some mountian trail and just do it, i dont know how far in i will be able to go but i know that what i will probably see with be nothing less than beautiful scenery. I saw a qoute today that made me really think......"We only learn by looking back, but can only live by going forward"

I am cold

WOW today was awesome, i tried to get people to come hang out with me today but everyone is snowed in or just lazy....so i went walked to REI from madrona and bought my first ever snow board, A K2 podium 159cm ....i am happy i finally have my own!!! On my way home i ran into a couple named nate and diane and they asked me to join them sledding down union st, so with no hesititation i joined them and got soaked and frozen but had a blast. then i preceded back to my house and ran into 3 gals and one guy sledding one block from my house (i stopped by madrona ale house before heading home) and they asked me to join them sledding...so i ran to the house dropped my new board off and joined them, it was a PBR and sledding night ....i had so much fun. once again i got lost going back home, but luckily some high schoolers walked me back to my place....i swear my direction around here sucks, i think it is cause i get so excited about all the new things here that i am not paying attention, but he i am happy. On other thought i am starting to realize that i meet alot of gals but they all want to be my friends cause i am a fun to be around, i just dont get it, if i am fun to be around why wont they date me, i guess i might be over reacting right now cause i want to be with someone right now, its kinda sad i have lowered myself to match.com....i think about it and i feel so stupied for even joining that site, but hey i am only human and want to feel like someone wants me to, that might sound soft, sentimental, but i dont care, its who i am and i will not change. It is true when they say nice guys finish last, from my insight of things its very true. You see a woman grows up dating all the idiots and guys that look good, but as a woman gets older and beauty starts to slip they start looking for that nice guy, the guy who treats them right and respects them, hench nice guys always finish last. So with that said, i am who i am, and i will not change my nice guy ways. p.s. i had a friend text me last night about her man abusing her, i think my heart just broke when i heard the news, this is the second gal that i know personally that has been abused by a man, it makes me so so angry that a man would use force to over power a woman, let me catch some man hit some woman in front of me...EEERRRRRRRRRR My advice gals is to stop dating duece bags and date the nice guy,,,wink wink